Stuff no one told me,but i learned anyway - II

Unsuccessful-"Lets blame it on HIM"

Wrote you thousand letters

but you didn't answer me

blemished and bleeding 

this soul

which i desperately want to set free

Assailed by doubts

a dagger over my throat

the very first note 

buried

before it could float

Posted them by the sea-shore

but the tides drifted them away

And across those dunes

where the wind notorious 

was in a mood to play

I am my misery now

intertwined amidst blacks and grreys

my faith shaken

even the horizon now

paying minute long stay

heartless,murdered

not at all astound

headed back to where it all started 

and

sunk to the ground.

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There will always be uglier and prettier people than you,

accept it and move on !

The same old dimensions

daunting at me in the mirror

Prayers and potions

making way for terror

Renouncing it all

ripping truth apart

As the vanquishable varletry neath

Theroid ego's cart

I am the one ,taurine at built

my eyes,the sapphires at charming's sword hilt

Sublimity i live,subordination i see

At persona,Theophany i gift thee

But as the cart trudges

passes the known,

own

 alley

Argentate demonism revisits

Plunging me hard into scourge

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For those who don't know,

Argentate here is with reference to the 

Silver-mercury amalgams utilised in mirror making .

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